Those are not "tiny choices", Annie !!! Those are BIG choices. Those choices feel pretty overwhelming, or at least, pretty heavy.
Question #5: ( this comes from experience ) Continue calling around to find someone with the knowledge and experience that is in-network. If you cannot find one, then settle for the lessor choice... but make the effort. A therapist that is not knowledgeable and is inexperienced might still be able to help, but some of them can do inadvertent harm and create so much havoc for you and your son.
For the rest of it, it's up to you. You know yourself so have a good idea what you need to do and when you need to do it. But go for the walk and read the poetry as often as you can.
Those are not "tiny choices", Annie !!! Those are BIG choices. Those choices feel pretty overwhelming, or at least, pretty heavy.
Question #5: ( this comes from experience ) Continue calling around to find someone with the knowledge and experience that is in-network. If you cannot find one, then settle for the lessor choice... but make the effort. A therapist that is not knowledgeable and is inexperienced might still be able to help, but some of them can do inadvertent harm and create so much havoc for you and your son.
For the rest of it, it's up to you. You know yourself so have a good idea what you need to do and when you need to do it. But go for the walk and read the poetry as often as you can.